Tuesday, 8 August 2017

What you See is not always what Is!

10 years ago today, our little family was devastated by the beginning of an emotional tsunami!  Our greater family was split, our lives were smashed from all we accepted as the norm.  What we thought we had, we thought we lost!  It was crushing.  It was the beginning of 6 years of hell on earth for us, we thought!  Followed by 4 years of trying to pick up the pieces and begin healing....

But, what we thought of as devastation, was actually a rescue boat!  It was a way God used to separate us from a greater threat.  It was something so awful that nothing could prevent this family split!  But, praise the Lord, God used it to make sure we separated from that which was threatening to completely destroy my children!

Now, 10 years later, I thank the Lord for all that hurt and all that pain.  I thank the Lord for those who created this devastation in our lives.  Because God used them to keep a greater enemy away.  God used them to expose the true viper in the nest.  They were just tools He used to protect us.


We used to think that perhaps this all happened for their salvation.  The salvation of those who caused this destruction.  As it turns out, one of them did turn to the Lord.  But the day I learnt about the true enemy and what had been happening right under our noses, it hit me like a ton of bricks.  God used them to save us, not to harm us!

My point is that sometimes situations look like something that they are not and that the only way through is to implicitly trust God and know that He has the bigger picture that we do not.  I also believe that in time He reveals the bigger picture to you when you are where He wants you to be.

I think of Job!  Man, he must have been so confused.  So hurt!  So frustrated!  He was certainly not reaping something he sowed.  Yet his suffering had a purpose!  Centuries later his story helps people, heals people, guides people.  Our suffering this thing had a purpose!  We just could not see it.  We railed against it, but also chose to trust God along the way.  I cried buckets of tears.  I raged at the Lord.  I lost my sense of humour.  I lost my sense of value.  But we limped on!  Now, on the other side of it, God revealed the "why"!  And now I rejoice in all that we went through because of what He ultimately protected my family from.

Going through hell?  God has got this!  Trust Him.  He will show you when you can see!

Jeremiah 29 v 11:  For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope.

Psalm 38 v 18:  For I will declare my iniquity;  I will be in anguish over my sin.

Psalm 91 v 2:  I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress;  My God, in Him I will trust.”

God bless
Tracy

3 comments:

  1. Wow Tracy, so many years of pain and turmoil... yet, for a reason. As always of course, once we can see it through God's eyes. Bless you sister for sharing your journey.

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  2. Thank you for sharing your testimony. It is amazing to look back and see how God has carried us through really rough times, and has turned things around for our good. God bless you.

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  3. Very True, thanks for sharing! It's nice to know that occasionally God lets us see why, even if it's down the road a bit.

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