Monday, 1 May 2017

Time to get Real!

I haven't blogged much for a good part of 2 years now.  There are many reasons.  One is social media.  I think you get so sucked into it, its so easy, so informative, and you feel like you are linked in, connected.... but really at the end of the day, I just felt disconnected.  Secondly, I have so much on my heart to say, but I just couldn't fathom what to say, to say how I felt, and truly, its hard to encourage when a sense of hopelessness starts to tinge your every day thinking.  And add to that, becoming real and posting it on social media where some people could decipher through my vagueness for the sake of not hurting anyone, kinda put me off sharing....

The other day we visited friends, for a cuppa and a chinwag, and I wanted to drop something off that I had made her, and on our way out, I made a statement about not being able to cope with anymore "events" or hurt as I felt overwhelmed already, and I started crying out of nowhere.  Hard to hold it all in sometimes!  I mumbled my hurts and said among other things how I hardly blogged anymore, and she said, "No, Tracy, go write how you feel down, go let it all out!  Don't give it up, it helps you."

And so I started taking measures to, well, for lack of better words, get real in my life.  I decided to let go of those things that have become negatives in my life instead of positives.  Or at least change things so that the negatives are not what I focus on.

And because doing all that has freed up so much time, I now can start blogging about what I feel, how all this is helping me to grow, etc!  My posts are going to be more punchy!  Less smoothed out!  More fresh, more real!  And I feel good about that.  It reminds me of Psalms because David was so real.  He vented, and he praised, and he was still called a man after God's own heart.  I think sometimes as Christians we feel we have to be so careful and politically correct.  Now don't get me wrong!  I have no desire to offend anyone.  I just want to say it like it is for me, and I promise to read what I have written before I push "Publish"!  👀


I intend to remain true to my blog goals as well, which are as follows:
  • My goal is to be encouraging and positive
  • I want to journal what I feel God wants me to write
  • I will write my blog not desiring responses, but really grateful and encouraged to receive them
  • My blog is not about my day to day life, unless its to make a point in a message
  • If I can make someone smile, thats good too!
  • As much as I enjoy blogging, my family must not lose out because I'm glued to the computer
  • Most importantly, if I can point anyone to God and His word, I would have achieved my goal.

I'm currently reading through Isaiah and reading a biblical scholar's take on Isaiah at the same time. This scholar says how although much of what we read there is depressing and doom and gloom because of Israel's disobedience, the end goal, the thread throughout is salvation, restoration, and great joy. The point I am making is that although one of my goals is to always be positive, if by expressing how negative I am feeling, or have felt, if that leads to a positive outcome, a pointing to God, then I am okay with that.

Join me in taking the time to examine our hearts, ask the Lord to expose what is in there, and lets clear out the muck and replace it with God's goodness and love.

So, time to be real, dig deep and trust the Lord in the overcoming of tough stuff.

God bless
Tracy

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